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Originality [Sep. 26th, 2003|01:18 pm]
[Current Mood | melancholy]

Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)

I think I have that. I just got this email after submitting to [info]abstractthought:

Your message submitted to the moderated community abstractthought has
been rejected by a moderator of that community.

Here are the reasons for the rejection as provided by the moderator:

2) If something is commonly discussed and known about, it does not
belong here. There are several other debate forums where you can argue
abortion and capital punishment to your heart's content. This is a place
largely of experimental and innovative thought. Please keep this in mind

Please read the rules before posting, thank you.

This is the message you submitted:

Time: 2003-09-26 12:54
Subject: Maybe Cliche
Text:
it occurred to me that what you believe about love is like what you
believe about death.

you don't really know what happens when you die until you
die
. but many religions are built around their take on the afterlife
and what it is. you latch on with one of the belief systems because
you need (or think you need, of course not everyone needs a religion)
some sort of game plan to go on. you need a template for your life but
you don't really know how it all turns out until you die (maybe not even
then?).

and then there's love: you could decide that things like True Love are
just chemical reactions of the brain, or false, or unimportant, and
avoid monogamy like the plague. And then at age 80 you realize you've
never had a steady, committed relationship, and wish you had. or you
marry your high school sweetheart and then at age 80 look back and wonder
what life might have been like if you hadn't cashed your chips so early.

you don't know until you get there. you don't have the experience to
know which plan to pick until you have the experience to know if you were
wrong.

of course, i'm not old enough to 'look back' very effectively or even
know what i'm talking about, so it's probably all speculation. but does
it strike a chord with anyone?

Regards,
LiveJournal.com Team

Why does stupid shit like this hurt me so easily? Grow a thicker skin already, damnit. But I like to think I'm creative, and while I pretend to be a badass I really am a follower of rules, and I always feel really bad when I read rules, follow them, and then get accused of something when other people get away with shit and genuinely don't care. It took me months of being a member and planning this entry carefully and reading the rules before I even attempted it. And I get this email within moments of submission.

I wish I could just get over it already. Geesh. There ARE no original ideas, I guess.
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BOOOKS! [Sep. 24th, 2003|03:31 pm]
I got two packages today! One from mi madre (candy and a PEZ t-shirt) and one from the book club I just joined (Scientific American Bookclub). I got...

Beyond Chaos: The Underlying Theory Behind Life, The Universe, And Everything
Masks of the Universe: Changing Ideas on the Nature of the Cosmos
Krakatoa: The Day the World Exploded


I've read the prefaces/introductions of them all and I'm very excited! They all look so good! And all three hardcovers for only a total of $20.96.

I go read now. Much happiness, yes.

P.S. The really odd thing is that I got my National Geographic Adventure yesterday, and IT had an article about Krakatoa. Either there's some anniversary related to Krakatoa or I'm in some big synchronicity.
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Aimee... [Sep. 22nd, 2003|05:05 pm]
[Current Mood | devious]

I'll only visit if you come to our halloween party!!!
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LJ Incest [Sep. 19th, 2003|10:40 pm]
We really are an incestuous little bunch, aren't we? You get stuck in a certain hub of internet civilization and then things just get weird.

I need new internet friends. Or something.

I'm fascinated by six degrees of separation, especially when it becomes two, or one. Did you know your mom is cousins with my dad's roomate in college? Laugh, but I bet it's true with at least one of you, or something like it.

One day I'm going to date someone from online, and then we'll find out we're related...

Funny, I'm online so much to escape that sort of thing. You make jokes about the south, but really, Maine is just as frightening as the Stephen King novels in that the jokes are reality. You might not date your brother, but fucking everyone is related somehow.

I need to get out of here. I'm not sure I mean Maine or Livejournal. But really. When we all start dating eachother, it's odd.
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Not Okay [Sep. 19th, 2003|02:34 pm]
Actually no. Disregard the last post.


Even I get tired of my facetiousness sometimes.
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asldkfj [Sep. 18th, 2003|03:03 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]

Well, the lovemonkey position is still open.

I suppose I'll write more once I've gathered my thoughts. Though I'm beginning to think it's an impossible task.
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Holiday! [Sep. 6th, 2003|03:48 pm]
I'm off to see [info]dogberry in the morning. I'm pretty sure he's not a psychokiller in reality, but one never knows with such things. I suppose one of these days my luck might run out.

I'll be flying over your heads all day, wish me luck! This is the furthest I can go on the same latitude on this continent! See you in ten days!
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Soul Caliber II [Sep. 3rd, 2003|10:11 pm]
[Current Mood | curious]

Yay for Soul Caliber II!

Is it bad to have a crush on a video game character?
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Lovemonkey II [Sep. 2nd, 2003|07:30 am]
[Current Mood | lethargic]

Oh, and it's very hard to choose a lovemonkey. Most of you are qualified, some of you are overqualified. But I think I'll start by interviewing [info]dogberry next week.
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Radical Idea Of The Day [Sep. 2nd, 2003|07:28 am]
[Current Mood | awake]

Freeganism

Bizarre yet intriguing.
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Some People Say Tolkien Was Trying Too Hard [Sep. 1st, 2003|09:50 am]
[Current Mood | tired]

I woke up saturday morning from a dream of Viggo Mortensen. Sexy as he is, he had never really entered my sphere of sexual perception until [info]woolf mentioned his other talents. An actor AND a poet/artist/photographer! My kinda guy.

I got home from work and no guests had arrived yet. Whew! I changed and primped a bit and played Tao Feng with Nick. My cousin Tony was the first to arrive. He and Nick played Tao Feng while I did some last-minute cleaning.

Finally, people started to arrive more thickly and I was kept busy. We hung out, drank, and played Tao Feng until more than half the group had arrived, then we started The Fellowship. By the time it was over, everyone had arrived. We played frisbee outside to get rid of some excess energy before we started 2Towers. Someone- probably myself-- threw the frisbee onto the roof so I, being the little monkey of the group, went up on the roof to get it. I think that was the highlight of my evening.

We started 2Towers with the agreement that we'd all be silent, because A) Cory hadn't seen 2Towers yet and B) some of us had only seen it once or twice still and C) nobody had seen it since it left the theatres. By the battle of Helm's Deep we were all talking. lol

Nobody likes Jackson's interpretation of Farimir. Most everybody liked him in the book, and he's an asshole in the movie (well, an asshole compared to the bookversion of himself... but I'm using their words, not mine).

It's been publicly concluded that my abilities to put alcohol away verge on eerie. Maybe I have some extra organ that converts the alcohol into something useful, like brain cells. Boy, that would be a turn, wouldn't it? Drinking to get smarter...

Graphics Intensive! Nerd Alert! )
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Show and Tell [Aug. 29th, 2003|07:26 pm]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |Nick gnashing his teeth and spitting curses]

The television for tomorrow's party just got delivered. It's a 50 inch. Marc's brother Nick is over, he's ranting and raving in the background about some character he can't beat. I swear he's going to give himself a coronary. His family already has a history of heart troubles.

These men get so worked up over their video games.

After we get the 50in hooked up, we'll use it to play Xbox. Oh yes. 50in gaming experience.

Show and tell )
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Nerdage [Aug. 26th, 2003|02:21 pm]
[Current Mood | chipper]
[Current Music |Chilly Down -Labyrinth Soundtrack]

Guess what got delivered today?

THE XBOX.

Be jealous.

Also be jealous: our giant Lord of the Rings Fest is this saturday. We're watching both movies (the special editions, so they'll be even LONGER), back to back, with booze and food and 30+ people and a rented bigscreen TV.

Life is good.
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From Home [Aug. 26th, 2003|08:03 am]
It's good to be online at home once again.

The former tenants inexplicably disconnected all the phone jacks in the house and have run in a spliced line from outside. So the only functional connection in the house comes in through the kitchen window. This means- that's right- the computer is set up in the kitchen. I'm completely baffled as to why they would set the lines up like this. The landlord/handyman said he'd fix it soon, but he also said that about the hard water problem a month and a half ago. Hm.

How did I spend my first evening online? Enjoying myself and my new comfort from home, relaxing and browsing?

Nope. Attempting to download a patch for the blaster worm. The worm restarts the computer after anywhere from 2-5 minutes, which usually wasn't enough time to download the patch. Finally on the sixth try and the second download site I managed to get the entire thing downloaded before I got shutdown. It hasn't shutdown again yet so it might be working.

However, now that I was able to stay online long enough to update my virus software, it keep telling me that "A virus has been detected" and that it is "unable to repair this file". In a loud red pop-up window. I can't get rid of it. The virus protection software is almost as annoying as the virus.

I work full-time now, so this is perfect timing. I can unwind after work and still use the internet every day.
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Folk Festival [Aug. 24th, 2003|07:41 pm]
[Current Mood | restless]
[Current Music |Primus]

Went to the National Folk Festival today. It was so great. Nothing beats dancing to live music, nothing. Not even sex. I'm sorry, but it's true.

At some points I was the only one dancing, but that's ok. Someday I'll have friends that like dancing as much as I do, but meanwhile I'm accustomed to being the only one doing something and looking out of place. :p

I'm supposed to go hiking with some guy that Terri (the boss) knows... my expectations are not high but we'll see how it goes. I typically don't hold much esteem for anyone with a thick local accent, but fair is fair. I'll withhold judgement until after the hike. Still, I'm not impressed with the fact that I have to call him back because Terri said he had too many beers in him when I called him last time and doesn't remember which day we are suppose to hike.

*sigh*

Can you tell I'm desparate for company? It's slim pickin's around here. God I miss you people in Cali.

*sigh*

And all you people should live closer.
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Be My Lovemonkey [Aug. 20th, 2003|03:16 pm]
[info]woolf inspired me. I need a lovemonkey and am accepting applications.

Poll #170654 Lovemonkey
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 20

Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

View Answers

Introvert
7 (35.0%)

Extrovert
1 (5.0%)

I'm a little of both, depending on the mood, situation, or who I'm with
12 (60.0%)

Don't know
0 (0.0%)

Are you comfortable with uncertainty and confusion?

View Answers

Yes
7 (35.0%)

No
1 (5.0%)

To a point
12 (60.0%)

What?
0 (0.0%)

Will you laugh at my stupid jokes?

View Answers

Yes
14 (70.0%)

No
2 (10.0%)

Only if I'm allowed to ridicule you afterwards.
4 (20.0%)

Are you tolerant of people that correct your grammar?

View Answers

Yes
11 (55.0%)

There is nothing to correct.
7 (35.0%)

Not if you value your life and well-being.
0 (0.0%)

R u sirious?
2 (10.0%)

Are you able to engage in philosophical discussions without chemical aid?

View Answers

Yes
13 (65.0%)

No
0 (0.0%)

I resent the implications of this question
1 (5.0%)

42
6 (30.0%)

In 250 characters or less, explain why you deserve the status of Lovemonkey.

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Have you runed your day yet? [Aug. 20th, 2003|01:08 pm]
I feel busy today. Expect further updates.

Your Name: Summer Mackenzie
Your Date of Birth: 05-06-1981
Your Question or Information: What characteristics in myself do I need to listen to/develop to make my life most fruitful in a way I will most appreciate?

Past

Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Present

Kenaz - The hearth fire, artistic pursuits, healing, love and passion, creativity, strength.

Future

Lagaz - Intuition, imagination, success in studies, creativity, vitality and passion (especially for women).

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster


I think the balance/trinity of the reading is eerie. I know the question is verbose, but one must be very specific when A) making wishes and when B) asking questions of the future C) ordering a drink with no ice.

Thanks [info]dolphingirl :)

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Better [Aug. 20th, 2003|12:47 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]

I went to the doctor. He said it's

MOLD.

(dramatic organ music plays)

With enough of the allergen and the right conditions, even people with no allergies get to a point where their systems react. Apparently the combined factors of the new living conditions and the record-breaking humidity have caused a severe allergic reaction in Marc and I, and in Noel when he visited. It doesn't help that I work in conditions with even worse humidity, I'm sure.

He perscribed Allegra and I'll find out this afternoon how much it will cost me. It's not cheap, he warned me.

I still feel pretty crappy right now, and am not looking forward to going to work. We'll see what the Allegra does for me.

Why does it have to be so expensive?
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More Sick [Aug. 19th, 2003|12:32 pm]
[Current Mood | awake]

I was coughing up blood this morning. And there's a sharp pain in my chest when I cough. There's more details, but all are varying degrees of more disgusting, so I'll leave them to your imagination.

I'm wearing rubber ducky underwear.
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HeSaid [Aug. 6th, 2003|03:02 pm]
[Current Mood | weird]

He said: "I am an antsy boy."

And I thought he said:

"I am a nancy-boy."
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